Today is the first day of the rest of your life..


Today is not a good day. Im very
Im not even sure if I could get on paper what Im feeling, there are so many things, spinning round and round in my head, my heart is breaking, God I really don't know how much longer I can take feeling like this. I can't tell what is truth and what are lies anymore, I need to get away, alone, some time to myself with out a computer, without phones, without household duties to worry about, without kids, dogs, ect, just time for ME.
I ate some eggs and sausage for breakfast. I ate the same thing for lunch around 11 am. I feel soo fat today. For dinner we will be having left over ribs and baked beans, and another side dish.
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